Being positive is easy when you’re busy. I had a few people call and check on me today. It feels good to know a few people care about my heart… Momma was my favorite person and best friend… I had hopes to be a mother, but it may not happen. Jay promises we will adopt within a year, but I’m fearful it will fall through. (Just my fears Jay. Don’t think anything when you read this.) Family always makes me feel better though.

I don’t know if it is the change in my life pushing me, but moving away has been on my mind a lot this week. Leaving my family and friends is a scary thought, but it would be nice to relocate and make new memories. Memphis isn’t far away and would be perfect. IDK. Jonesboro looks like my spot for a while.

PS Typing on a phone without my glasses is a BAD idea. Sorry if I made mistakes. This blog will most and likely be deleted anyway.